Monday, June 09, 2008

getting nervous

eek, i am starting to get a little nervous about the last stage of testing i have to go through. i kind of feel some pressure (not really in a bad way though) about "passing" these tests. i would feel so bad if i didn't. i can't really forsee why i wouldn't pass-- but i can't lie; i definately think about it.

anyway, i still feel that there is something calling me to do this. with that said, i have more faith in the fact that this will work out than i have doubt. anyway, just wanted to jot down my feelings. i am still excited! just a little nervous that i've told so many people now (and started a blog!!) and i may not even be qualified to really do this.

i guess only time will tell. and now that i've gotten to worrying out of my system, i just have to see on the 20th what happens.

yay for kidney donation!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey Mel, it's really awesome that you're doin this. I'm sure u'll keep me up 2 date at work every day, but i'll check back here every now and then. Good Luck